jaded

lately ive been feeling a lil jaded...
not too sure why... relatinship with God is not as strong as it was... guess its mostly my fault.. things clouding my mind... and stuff are catchin up after me...

i know its pretty dumb to ask this question... but can God hear me? are You there Lord? i feel void... i feel lost, i feel trapped and maybe even crushed at times...

oh great God, be small enough to hear me now... dat is my prayer... Lord, help me turn back to You... i dun want to live a life when You're not there...

whatever that is hindering me from You, Lord may You please work Your wonders...

im writing this here as a promise to myself... that i may keep myself accountable... thank You Lord...