it was a holiday
NOT!
there's just so many things to update about, but im soo lazy. but i'll try...
July 4th,
US of A's Independence day. It was kinda cool, did pretty similar things like last summer. There was a carnival near the waterfront, so there were random rides and some stalls with fun games (some i feel rather cheated). but it was all cool! went to see fireworks at 10.00pm (that's when the sky actually turns dark here in Bemidji). Fireworks are always amazing, and it never fails to amaze me. It's just lovely to see it fly high up in the sky and burst into this amazing flowery flame thing that lights and brightens up the sky! went home and met up with a friend who tried to persuade me to go for some dance thingy (which i cant dance...duh~) and waited for the rest to come home with their goodies from albertville and the cities. they went to do some clothes and asian food shopping... ;p
random pictures from the fireworks and us playing fireworks! :p
and today, the memorable, 07/07/07
was planning a trip to go down to itasca since i dunno when, booked a car online with National/Alamo. woke up friggin early just because the Paul Bunyan transit said they only had one bus that goes to the airport (place to get car) at 8.15 am. Its bad enough if u dun have enuf sleep but the worse thing to find out that u cant get the car cause ure underage?!!!! geeezzzz if that was so, they should not have let the whole transaction thing go through online about booking the car in the first place. Not only were they late to get start their business, we didnt have transport to go back home. grrrr soo pissed off!! totally blew my mood away to go for our trip. so then this other company Enterprise said they have a car coming in at 12-12.30, so we decided to go on ahead with that, i mean, after all food was prepared lots of stuff was done just for this whole trip thingy. and 1pm came, they told us they didnt have it!!!! wahhhH~~~~~ to cut the story short, we ended up going to the OPC (outdoor program center) did some canoeing (a whole new story to tell here) and picnic food, fishing and sun bathing... and chinese food for dinner... that was my whole day.... in between some where.. i got really pissed at one of my buddy... ahh... now im totally regretting it... but what he said really did kinda hurt me. knowing him and knowing that he was kinda joking, i still took it personally.. dat totally ruined part (at least a small part) of my day... everything was kinda tensed.... not only me, but everyone else too in some weird way... hmmz.. must be the weather or something.. was 96F out there today! dang it was super burning hot!
im not in the right position for anything right now... i feel like i need a break, and im just not doing things the way God wants me to. im drifting... further and further away. and it scares me to know that i noticed that. but it feels like im stuck in this cemented floor. and i cant move my legs out of it. and as i slowly see things pass me by, im slowly losing it... it fears me a lot. this is something between me and God... if i dont turn to Him, i will lose Him one day... im sorry Lord... help me grow fonder and closer to You...
there's just so many things to update about, but im soo lazy. but i'll try...
July 4th,
US of A's Independence day. It was kinda cool, did pretty similar things like last summer. There was a carnival near the waterfront, so there were random rides and some stalls with fun games (some i feel rather cheated). but it was all cool! went to see fireworks at 10.00pm (that's when the sky actually turns dark here in Bemidji). Fireworks are always amazing, and it never fails to amaze me. It's just lovely to see it fly high up in the sky and burst into this amazing flowery flame thing that lights and brightens up the sky! went home and met up with a friend who tried to persuade me to go for some dance thingy (which i cant dance...duh~) and waited for the rest to come home with their goodies from albertville and the cities. they went to do some clothes and asian food shopping... ;p
random pictures from the fireworks and us playing fireworks! :p
and today, the memorable, 07/07/07
was planning a trip to go down to itasca since i dunno when, booked a car online with National/Alamo. woke up friggin early just because the Paul Bunyan transit said they only had one bus that goes to the airport (place to get car) at 8.15 am. Its bad enough if u dun have enuf sleep but the worse thing to find out that u cant get the car cause ure underage?!!!! geeezzzz if that was so, they should not have let the whole transaction thing go through online about booking the car in the first place. Not only were they late to get start their business, we didnt have transport to go back home. grrrr soo pissed off!! totally blew my mood away to go for our trip. so then this other company Enterprise said they have a car coming in at 12-12.30, so we decided to go on ahead with that, i mean, after all food was prepared lots of stuff was done just for this whole trip thingy. and 1pm came, they told us they didnt have it!!!! wahhhH~~~~~ to cut the story short, we ended up going to the OPC (outdoor program center) did some canoeing (a whole new story to tell here) and picnic food, fishing and sun bathing... and chinese food for dinner... that was my whole day.... in between some where.. i got really pissed at one of my buddy... ahh... now im totally regretting it... but what he said really did kinda hurt me. knowing him and knowing that he was kinda joking, i still took it personally.. dat totally ruined part (at least a small part) of my day... everything was kinda tensed.... not only me, but everyone else too in some weird way... hmmz.. must be the weather or something.. was 96F out there today! dang it was super burning hot!
im not in the right position for anything right now... i feel like i need a break, and im just not doing things the way God wants me to. im drifting... further and further away. and it scares me to know that i noticed that. but it feels like im stuck in this cemented floor. and i cant move my legs out of it. and as i slowly see things pass me by, im slowly losing it... it fears me a lot. this is something between me and God... if i dont turn to Him, i will lose Him one day... im sorry Lord... help me grow fonder and closer to You...
posted by valeey at 9:41:00 PM
4 Comments:
FINALLYYYY.. oh wells.. lookin good! tanned too! =) How in the world can you be under-aged?? O_o nehoo.. a break will do u good.. know that He'll always be there when you need Him.. Yet to buy idd card.. See if I could get it from my mum.. muahahaha.. Soon babe.. Soon..
im waiting... just so u know :p
all i can only give you are hugs, hugs and hugs.. :)
we know what we are going thru and we know that we can get out of it! and we shall get out of it!!! :) no matter how hard it is!
The fourth was a fun night! I don't know why, but I still crack up when I think of the 'Bucket-O-Fries'
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