catharsis

okay... so the snow has sorta kinda started here in B-town... it wasnt suppose to... or rather... in my mind it wasnt suppose to... and darnit its frigging cold... its getting colder and colder each day... ah well... its brrrrrmidji....wat can i say?

lately... am tied up with work and assignments a whole bunch...stuff... and stuff... and stuff... aihhh... life seems sooo routine...getting tired of it...

ah wells, so on sunday.. i managed to try deer meet.. like seriously DEER meat (not that i havent eaten any in malaysia...) but this is stuff that people here hunt down or bang into on the roads... yeps... u got me right... deers and cars = bad combination = bad and BIG accident... this 'lil' are way tougher than u think they are.... geezz.. apparently they weigh bout 250 pounds or something... its scary...anyws, so back to d story.. Jonathan cooked deer meat for me... one dat someone someone banged and was on d roadside... and he wonderfully brought d 'pink fresh meat' as quoted by him... home... he shoots and hunts em down too.. btu not the one he cooked for me tho... hehe... amazingly he can use bows and arrows to hunt deers too... isnt amazing the hobbies people here have? at least im amazed!

we had a deeparaya celebration here too yesterday (sunday)... 2 of the major celebrations in Malaysia... had quite a bit of fun...well.. i only stayed bout 30 mins... and had toleave for leadership meeting at Brian and Sandi's... but yea.. d food was good... yummy... spicy food i still like... after meeting, went over to Tim's to watch star wars... its kinda been a routine to watch star wars after sunday nights... since jolee hasnt watched it and james was really keen on it... so i tagged along...claiming that im going to study when i get there.. only to my dismay... i left my book at ai rene's and ching ching's cus they dyed my hair for me earlier on before the deeparaya thingy... so i ended up watchin half of it and sleeping thru half of it cus i was seriously dead tired...

anyws... sometimes i really dont understand you... i wonder why... (i know this is out of the whole post... no relevance... but its catharsis)... *grin*

smile...

my fren once told me that i looked terribly fierce if i dont smile.. so... SMILE! hehe...

hugz... fun fun fun!! we should give hugs to everyone! yay!...

Believe

I say on Sunday how much I want revival

But then on Monday, I can’t even find my Bible

Where’s the power

The power of the cross in my life

I’m sick of playing the game of religion

I’m tired of losing my reason for living

Where’s the power

The power of the cross in my life

I’m not content just to walk through my life, giving in

To the lies, Walking in compromises now

We cry out as a generation that was lost

But now is found in the power of the cross

We believe in You

We believe in the power of Your Word that is true

We believe in You

So we lay down our cause

That our cross might be found in You

I’m not satisfied doing it my own way

I’m not satisfied to do church and walk away

I’m not satisfied there’s no love in my life but You

I’m not satisfied living in yesterday’s hour

I’m not satisfied to have the form but not the power

I’m not satisfied, Lord I am crucified in You

So we lay down our cause

That our cross might be found in You