who am i?

who am i?
that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt

who am i?
that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart

not because of who i am
but because of what You've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who You are

i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind

still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord You catch me when i am falling
and You told me who i am
i am Yours
i am Yours

who am i?
that the eyes that seen my sin
would look on me with lov3e
and watch me rise again

who a i?
that the voice that calm the sea
would call out to the rain
and calm the storm in me

not because of who i am
but because of what You've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who You are

i am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind

still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord You catch me when i am falling
and You told me who i am
i am Yours
i am Yours

home

im going home
to the place where i belong...
definitely not the right
let go
it hurts... bad...
be careful what you wish for
you just might get it all
tears are like streams
flowing down your soft flawless face
your smell lingers
as a fragrance never before
that piercing style
makes me shiver
like the cold cold weather
i wonder
if you've ever
perhaps never
or ever

______________________ (neverending story)

why?

isn't it funny when you actually start to do things for no apparent reason?
it's kinda weird that you would go to the extra mile for the certain someone
you would do things you never knew you were capable of
you would hope so bad that he or she will pass by you everyday
hopefully hoping that they will notice and feel the same way too?
you walk pass their car and house dozens of time
maybe you would be able to bum into him or her while doing so
if not, you stop by the library or the cafeteria...
maybe they're there, maybe not? who knows...
where are they? back home or here in your heart
you wonder what they will think, what they are thinking of at that point of time
huh? what? you have no idea what im talking about?
i dont either...

Boston

So, i heard about this song a long time ago but never got to download it... Somehow.. thanks to ms Rach it reminded me of it...

its awesome...


Boston

in the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun...
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed...you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across
an open field,
when flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry
when they see you
you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

she said i think i'll go to boston...
i think i'll start a new life,
i think i'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
i'll get out of california, i'm tired of the weather,
i think i'll get a lover and fly em out to spain...
i think i'll go to boston,
i think that i'm just tired
i think i need a new tow, to leave this all behind...
i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of the sunset,
i hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice...
boston...where no one knows my name...

Welcome To The Black Parade

When I was
A young boy,
My father
Took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when
You grow up,
Would you be
The saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you
Defeat them,
Your demons,
And all the non believers,
The plans that they have made?
Because one day
I'll leave you,
A phantom
To lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was,
A young boy
My father, took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son when you grow up,
will you be the saviour of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling, she's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all, the rise and fall
The bodies in the streets
And when you're gone we want you all to know

We'll carry on, We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
You're misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

To carry on

We'll carry on,
And though your dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though your broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
And on we carry through the fears
Oh oh oh

disappointed faces of your peers
Oh oh oh
Take a look at me 'cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my (heart)
Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this (part)
I won’t explain, or say I’m sorry
I’m not ashamed, I’m gonna show my (scar)
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it’s who we (are)
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
Just a boy, whose meant to sing this (song)
I'm just a man; I'm not a hero
I
Don't
Care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though your broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
Do or die
You’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my (heart)
Go and try; you’ll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this (part)
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world will never take my (heart)
Go and try; you'll never break me
We want it all, we want to play this (part)
We'll carry on

another same feeling...

It feels as if it's deja vu...
Somehow, this is a path i've walked down before,
once again, im at the same point in my life.
i tried moving on... i still am, and i will...
i try to be content i know but at the back of my mind, its not going to be easy for me...
why am i placed in such a situation over and over again?
i doubt i can take it anymore, sometimes i feel as if im going to burst any moment...
i wish i could just walk away... and it'll be a part of my memory forever...
then the question is, will i be satisfied and happy with that decision?
leave me alone... leave me alone...

It's great...

It's great to be here once again..

It's great to see you all once again...

It's great just being apart of the life...

It's great in a way...that i am free from you

It's great that i can learn how to stand on my own two feet

It's great that i know my stand...

It's great that i have You in my life and my heart...

It's great to know that you're there by my side (at all times)...

It's great to be a part of your presence

It's great to be just me despite the hardships in life..

It's great when you're there...

Cause that's what makes it great...