my dissapointment

the dissapointment has not faded yet... but what can i do?

the fact that one cannot realize the wrong that they have done... is a dissapointment...

what dissapointed me the most was not that i was left alone to wait in the cold, worried sick something happened, wanting to call someone... but what dissapointed me the most was that there was no apology, no nothing but only denial... and the worse part is to not acknowledge it...

although i am not angry anymore or am i pissed... i cant help but feel this pain in my heart that something was wrong...

dissappointment clouds my thoughts now... dark dark clouds above my head... don't rain please...

thanksgiving

alright... im here blogging from the cities in minneapolis... its fun!!! im enjoying every single minute of being here... with my fren in her house... her family is just awesome... thanx julie... im loving it...

well, to cut the story shortof what has been happening here in the past few weeks of my life,

1st off, hun, fang and myself celebrated our birthday's together... since our birthdays were so close together...dat was fun! people came we did some crazy stuff too...

i had a surprise earlier on, on my birthday... parents got me flowers.. it was pretty.. got cards and presents from awesome frens around... my housemates wonderfully tricked me into beleiveing i had some secret admirer.... cus they left 'anonymous' on d flowers... and dat kinda freaked me out cus of soem stuff... hehe but it was a good one guys...

im down with tons of assignement now... but im kinda sorta taking a break from it all... so im here in d cities.. gonna go albertville to shop a lil later on friday and get some stuff for people around... hehe...

for now.. dis is gonna be an awesome week.... weather is perfect... not too cold too... ;p

so yea.. happy thanksgiving to all... and have a blast... be thankful for everything we got...

have you seen snow flakes? snow flakes falling down from the lovely lovely sky...
as it calmly falls down to the soft soft ground... like little diamonds falling to the ground... you can't catch em, you can only see em...

snow flakes... they're pretty...

im sad... sad... sad...

i lost my wallet... i really just want back the stuff in my wallet... that's all... you can have the money... i dun mind... ahhh... im sad... and there's nothing i can do about it... :(