my last days

It's been a crazy week, or rather past 2 weeks. I can't believe it, (actually I can) I'm really really moving to Albuquerque in 3 days. It's so weird, so _______ (fill in the blank)...

I don't know how I'm feeling. It's a mixture. I must admit, the more I think of it, the more I am not keen on going. I cannot bear to leave and be separated from my friends now. I think I've cried so much that my tear ducts are probably dried up. I am unmotivated, I just don't feel like doing anything.

Gosh! I have to pack my stuff, settle my bills and services, change my phone plan, clean the house, meet up with friends, write letters... ugh... just too many things to think about, too many things to do, and I know I will probably end up being very emotionally distraught... is that even right?

Ah well, let's just say, I need to get over myself and suck it up. If I have to bottle it up, I will. Stop being such a cry baby Val... You can do it through Christ who strengthens you!

:'(

Falling in love at a coffeeshop

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you.
Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.
I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down,
I want to come too.

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

No one understands me, quite like you do,
Through all of the shadowy corners of me.

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much.
All of the while, I never knew.
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much.
All of the while, I never knew.

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you.
Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.
I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine,
Now I'm shining too.

Because, oh because,
I've fallen quite hard over you.

If I didn't know you, I'd rather not know.
If I couldn't have you, I'd rather be alone.

All of the while, all of the while,
And it's you.